I don't belong here.
This world feels so pathetic to me.
In the shadows, I am at peace.
In the darkness behind my eyes, I can finally relax.
My memories are blurred.
My visions of what was come to me in negative images, like staring into a flame and then closing your eyes.
I can see our home, dark and glorious.
Our children, Illusia and Cartyl, standing proudly at our side as we look out from our balcony upon our beautiful kingdom. The sound of perfect music fills the air. Velvet-smoke filled words this world couldn't comprehend. In this moment I am calm. In this place, I know I am safe from all. Alone in my bed, I dream of these memories. Dreams so vivid, I feel as though they've happened in the day. Yet waking, I find myself alone in my bed, back in this realm that doesn't understand. I sit up, remembering the dreams, and wait for darkness to come again. For the visions of what was to return fully to my eyes. And as I walk again in this world, I am left with the same painful, yet beautiful knowledge.
I don't belong here
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